Umm... I dont really in a good mood right now especially with hubby.
I know why it just its to personal to say here... I think I want to keep it myself. Its not his fault.. but in the other reason memang salah dia... Dari riak wajah & bahasa badan dia... He knows whats going on tapi dia sendiri taknak things gettin worst ...so he just keep quite & buat macam biasa.
I feel like its good to discuss but how am I going to say? How to start? or should I let things left unsaid. I know sometimes things are better left unsaid tapi macamana kalau kita asyik terbayang sampai jadi luka dalam daging?
Tak di nafikan hubby memang layan I sangat-sangat baik & penuh kasih sayang until I rasa nak lupakan pasal tu... but I just cant... I teringat2... entahla mungkin takes time for me to forget... but one day I nak juga tanya dia...
Until that time... biarlah mood swing I ni berpanjangan sampai I rasa betul2 selesa baru im back to normal.
It just a matter of time... Ya Allah kuatkanlah semangatkuuu... *sigh*
xoxo
